nothing

Gue lagi galau segalau galau nya. Di satu sisi gue kangen masa masa gue lagi sama temen temen smp gue. Gue kangen mereka. Gue kangen saat gue kasih masukan ke mereka, kangen lagi bete bete an,Kangen lagi ga punya duit bareng. Kangen semuanya deh. Tapi sekarang gue ngerasa ga punya segalanya. Gue ngerasa ga kehilangan sahabat sahabat gue. Kemana tuh ya ?? Gatau gue pada kemana ? Atau emang gue ga punya ?? Gue mau nanya ke siapa gatau, maucerita ke siapa gatau. Gue ngerasa ga punya apa apa deh. Cause I feel nothing without my bestfriend, and now I loss them. Oh GOD, help me PLEASE. I don't know what to do. I need them, but I don't know where they are, or who they are ?

Lagi jualan Mini Headphone nih

hai hai lagi jualan Mini Headphone nih. Mini Headphone MixStyle macem macem warna .

sedikit perubahan

Seiring berjalannya waktu, gue mulai bisa adaptasi. dan ngerti emang ga semua kehidupan gue mesti sama pas di smp. mungkin disini ga ada Nadia yg selalu bisa ngertiin gue, Ayu yg enak diajak bercanda , Amel yg serius mulu tapi setia banget dalam ngajarin gue Matematika sama Fisika, atau Ditta yg kadang kadang ngeselin dan selalu GARIIING tapi bisa buat kita semua ketawa. Atau ga ada Ikha yg setia dengerin cerita gue walaupun itu ga penting, angell yg selalu jadi temen debat gue yaa kadang kadang sih suka ga cocok tapi lu selalu kasih nasihat yg bener and logic ngell haha, acii yg suka terlalu polos, atau dilla yg selau peduli sama gue. thanks atas semuanya , sebenernya menurut gue kalian udah jadi temen temen yg PERFECT , but ga selalu keinginan gue jadi nyata. Sekarang udah beda semuanya ga ada kalian lagi temen temen gue yg super perfect. yg ga pernah menjerumuskan gue ke lubang yg salah atau kasarnya mengajak ke perbuatan yg salah, kalian selalu mau gue jadi seseorang yg baik di mata orang dan mau gue semakin maju. Di tempat gue yg baru ini gue ga bisa nemu suasana kaya gitu, susah banget. Disini lebih ke sifat Individual. mungkin emang udah jalannya gue mesti mandiri. sekarang gue udah mulai coba untuk ga tergantung sama kalian. tapi jujur gue butuh kalian banget. Gue tuh cuma anak manja yg butuh perhatian sahabat sahabat terbaiknya. Tanpa kalian , gue ga ada apa apanya. Gue harap semuanya lancar AMIIIIN

on my SHS

heey on my Senior High School I joinedphotographi club, YEAH Obscura. Really FUN I think. and now I got New SLR haha. my mom buyed it for me. It's SONY a230 yeaaah haahahahaha . Finally I HAVE SLR yaa walaupun SONY, gue cintanya sama CANON tapi dapetnya SONY. gapapa laah lumayan . I think I too loved my Father, cause my father's name is Sony hahahahaha. yeah this is my NEW SLR HAHA !!


and I joined Bussines Club too. haha I wanna be General Manager later. so I learn bussines from now haha.

But actually I miss my friends, yeah I miss Nadia, ayu , ditta, amel, bagas, nur, ikha, aci, dilla, angel, and etc laah.
I REALLY REALLY MIS THEM NOW. I Miss the moment when we're together



and I MISS PC'S MOMENT TOO! YEAAAH !!

this is me, new

Hi.. i'm on Senior High School now. SMA PLUS YPHB , YEAH ! that's my school.
you know what ?? here's really different with my junior high school. especially my friends. there's no Nadia ,Ayu, amel, ditta, bagas , and nur. who always with me in my class. or here's no ikha, angell, aci, or dilla.
my new friends is really different, honestly i MREALLY REALLY MISS MY BELOVED LOVED LOVED BESTFRIEND. I NEED THEM NOW !! I WANT THEM NOW! Huuuh
i know i have to adaptation with my situation my school and my friends. but why I can't ??
everytime, when i remembered the time when we had time together. sometimes we're badmood, cry, angry, LAUGHIN, and nyontek you know, curhat, when i give my advice to my bestfriends. then we're hang out together. or gue ga masuk sekolah karna mau nonton INBOX, Nadia ke kalimantan, ayu ke Ragunan, amel, sakit karna ada masalah, or ditta mesti ngurusin adenya.
you're all must know that my friends here really different. i wanna cry and go from this situation but I can't because, gimana caranya ???
mungkin gue lebay , tapi emang itu yg gue mau rasain kalo kalian mau tau, keadaan gue tuh beda banget sekarang, ya ampuuun. coba kalian inget gimana kita di kelas curhat, tuker pendapat sampe bete. disini tuh ga ada,. I NEED YOU ALL NOW AND FOREVER.