this is me, new

Hi.. i'm on Senior High School now. SMA PLUS YPHB , YEAH ! that's my school.
you know what ?? here's really different with my junior high school. especially my friends. there's no Nadia ,Ayu, amel, ditta, bagas , and nur. who always with me in my class. or here's no ikha, angell, aci, or dilla.
my new friends is really different, honestly i MREALLY REALLY MISS MY BELOVED LOVED LOVED BESTFRIEND. I NEED THEM NOW !! I WANT THEM NOW! Huuuh
i know i have to adaptation with my situation my school and my friends. but why I can't ??
everytime, when i remembered the time when we had time together. sometimes we're badmood, cry, angry, LAUGHIN, and nyontek you know, curhat, when i give my advice to my bestfriends. then we're hang out together. or gue ga masuk sekolah karna mau nonton INBOX, Nadia ke kalimantan, ayu ke Ragunan, amel, sakit karna ada masalah, or ditta mesti ngurusin adenya.
you're all must know that my friends here really different. i wanna cry and go from this situation but I can't because, gimana caranya ???
mungkin gue lebay , tapi emang itu yg gue mau rasain kalo kalian mau tau, keadaan gue tuh beda banget sekarang, ya ampuuun. coba kalian inget gimana kita di kelas curhat, tuker pendapat sampe bete. disini tuh ga ada,. I NEED YOU ALL NOW AND FOREVER.